The streets will lead me anywhere but here

It's weird to think about my "old" life now. To think that I used to include him in all my decisions and go to him with my worries. When we talk now it's via wobbly skype-calls. All smiles and unsaid words, for both of us.
Every decision I make now is down to me and me alone. It's almost a relief to have no one else to take in to account. It's also a little bit empty.